My life, to be honest. Is not where I would like it to be at the moment. Finally graduated from high school to realize without any direction in life, I have nothing. The only reason I actually was good in school was because I was forced to go. And at the moment, I’m not forced to do anything, so I’m not doing anything. And as awesome as just doing nothing is, I’d rather be working at minimum wage job and actually moving forward in life. But I can’t. Mainly because I live in Christmas. My parents just had to own a plot of land that they could ‘own’. Not realizing you just bought a home for your kids that they will never be able to leave. Aside for living in the middle of no where. All of the things that matter in my life, are out of my way. Which would not be a problem. But, I can’t get to them. Mainly because walking down highway 50 is over rated. I would drive. But my parent never thought it was smart to let me practice driving. Which is just great because I don’t need the car to see just my friends, but I’d need it for a job as well. So my life is stuck in the dead lock of me waiting till my real father comes from the other side of the state to let me practice in the car that I should be paying for at the moment. Which is hardly enough practice for me.
But the point is. Life may seem hard when your being told what to do, and where to go by your parents. But stop and ask yourself this, where would you be going without guidance? Would you be going the way you want to go? The way you should go? Or would you be stuck in deadlock like me?
“It does not matter how slowly you go so long as you do not stop.”
-Confucius
